A queue of candidates seeking deeper meaning, recognizing there are people way ahead in that queue waiting to experience the same outcome. Initiated selves they may be. But initiation at best puts you in the queue. Never helps you jump it. The tools and techniques for higher, farther self enquiries, for seekers of self reflections, are all known in ‘prior art’. The methods may be different. But the end goal is to discover higher realms of actualizations within. It certainly needs, not conversations, but intense experiential evolution, to break away from the fear of baring oneself open, keeping at check the fear of the consequences of baring, deepening the cognition, correcting cognitive realities (relative) on the strength of the new self discoveries, correcting behaviors; and watching oneself evolve out of one’s own brokenness. From that realms of unbrokenness, begin the enquiry within to get to know the you in you, your meaning, your purpose, and see reflections of it in every event of life, most importantly the ones that hurt you the most. For most, this is more painful than physical hurt. It will feel as if your soul is breaking up. It feels defenseless in the beginning. But soon to discover how empowering it is. At that point the queue begins. We are all candidates. Mere candidates. I wish i could be one, some day.